Always always.

Alot on my mind lately. It has been a clash between emotions of happiness and sadness. Sometimes, the most unexpected things happen. I am struggling, yet learning, to understand that God is not the reason why "bad" things happen, yet these "bad" things happen to help us understand God's love and his promise to shelter and love us unconditionally.

I catch myself bargaining with him, in exchange to take care of my family during, perhaps, the most crucial moment for them as individuals and especially as a whole. God isn't a gambler, yet I compare him to some sort of slot machine, expecting that all my answers will be answered by hitting it big.


But I believe always always
Our Savior never fails
Even when all hope is gone
God knows our pain and His promise remains
He will be with you always